Donna Spector
JOHN BERRYMAN USED TO SWAY
or lean into a corner when he read Yeats
and cummings. He still suffered
from malaria, he said, but he could dissect our dreams
like a surgeon looking for the heart
of the matter, which was always sex. I was just
eighteen and easily offended. When he took me
to the Steppenwolf, our student bar,
I tried to argue lust into some other universe,
but I was pretty and silly in my fake
Oxford accent, and he said, Be quiet.
And, studying my poems as though they were
worth his attention, Remove all articles
and conjunctions. I remember a line:
where the fires fall.Blue fires, he said. You understand?
I didn’t, but I loved him, memorized haiku
in Japanese for him, Dante in Italian.
On New Year’s Eve I drank wine with him in his
tiny Berkeley apartment. He gave me
a handwritten Henry poem and asked me
for a dream. I can’t, I said, holding my inner
life away. All I need is one word,
he said. Just one word.
–from Rattle 29, Summer 2009
March 8th, 2009 at 10:46 am
This poem displays a good understanding of Berryman. However, saying that “sex” was “always the heart of the matter” seems to be a gross over-simplification. One of other thing: Could you please capitalize Cummings? But these are minor points; overall a very good poem. I think most readers of Berryman would appreciate it.