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      April 2, 2025Kim AddonizioPima Canyon

      Do I look scrawny? Elizabeth asked, on her miserable Parkinson’s diet,
      no more foods she loved, she wasn’t supposed to drink
       
      but she was drinking a little, red wine, because you can’t forgo everything,
      and you can’t secrete a protective layer like a tree frog
       
      or stay still as a cottontail or pretend you’re a stick or rock or flower
      to keep yourself safe, the world seeps in no matter what.
       
      Plastics in rain, microwaves, x-rays, all the invisibles, dry-cleaning chemicals
      damaging cells in your brain. My whole childhood, my brothers and I slept
       
      under cheap electric blankets. We could have erupted in flames.
      You can’t go back to being a girl, having a smaller shadow, running shirtless
       
      through the weedy yards to dodge whatever’s waiting for you in the dark
      beneath your bed. Here in the desert the mountains glow every evening,
       
      the saguaros grow spiny and upright, pocked with nest holes. Today, on the trail,
      quail rustle in the mesquite, a coyote trots away down a dry wash, stopping to look back
       
      with its yellow eyes. Poor coyote, it won’t live very long in the wild.
      Ask the canyon how long before my friend’s tremor worsens and she can’t
       
      write her name. Ask the planes, painting their dirty contrails on the sky,
      one headed for the airport, one droning toward the military base.
       
      Maybe we should let our hair go gray, Elizabeth says, stopping to adjust her hat.
      Her black hair looks wet in the sun. Maybe, I say. But not yet, darling. Not yet.
       

      from #87 - Spring 2025

      Kim Addonizio

      “I was reading something by Plath, who’s been a common gateway drug for young women writers, and I was just blown away. It gave me a certain feeling, like the feeling you get when you listen to a piece of music you love, that moves you in some way, that opens up your spirit. The way poetry made me feel when I was reading it made me want to write it and create my own version. Whatever energy was held in that language, I wanted to find my own way of accessing it. So that was the beginning, and it really was like lightning.”

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