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      April 9, 2024Abandoned BicycleGeorge Bilgere

      A bicycle—a nice one—
      has been locked to the lamp post
      all summer and fall.
       
      Tires gone flat.
      A congregation of leaves
      worshipping the wheels.
       
      And on the brake levers
      and the tiny bolts
      that held the seat exactly
      where someone wanted it to be,
      rust is constructing
      its sprawling embassies.
       
      Maybe a drunk drifted
      over yellow lines. A clot
      formed in the thigh
      and moved north.
      Or somebody just got
      sick and tired.
       
      Anyway, the bike is waiting.
      Its metals gleam urgently.
       
      Soon the scavengers will come.
      The pedals—unable to live
      without each other—will vanish
      into a fresh new marriage.
       
      The seat will disappear
      into a seat-shaped abyss.
       
      One night, someone
      will help himself to a wheel.
      Not quite a bicycle,
      but a start.
       
      And the bike,
      like an abandoned person,
      will become a clock,
      calibrated to measure
      the precise duration
      of loneliness.

      from Cheap Motels of My Youth

      George Bilgere

      “When I was eight years old my parents got divorced. My mother packed her three kids into an old Chevy station wagon and drove us from St. Louis to Riverside, California, looking for a fresh start. She had visited there when she was an Army nurse stationed in LA during the war and fell in love with the place. That cross-country car trip, full of cheap diners, cheap hotels, and desperation, changed my life. I fell in love with the vastness and beauty, the glamor and tawdriness, of America. I’ve travelled all over the country since then, on that ancient and deeply American quest, the search for home.”