September 17, 2021Cancer
I heard a little rattle, saw the doorknob jiggle,
then go still. How often I had seen this in a film,
but now I was the woman in the darkened
parlor drawing back the curtain just an inch
to see nobody there, the street, all up and down,
a glaring void, no one to call out to, to cry to,
the menace now an utter emptiness, so bright
it seemed the sky was white as porcelain.
A bleached leaf that had fallen on the sidewalk
wasn’t moving though the light was blowing
hard, a steady gale, it having scoured out
everything beyond me. Death was gone, at least
for now, it having tried my door to find
the deadbolt held, the one that I’d been born with.
from #72 – Summer 2021