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      June 2, 2011DelusionsMichelle Amerson

      Today, a lady said:
      I stay with phones and bibles in my room, don’t sleep.
      Never leave ’cause the windows let ’em in;
      I see demons jumpin’ offa people,
      and that’s why my gas bill’s high.

       

      Even if I get rid of ’em, the shadows come
      every every ever every where—that’s
      how I got HIV.

       

      And I said: do you have a bus pass?

       

      Then a phone call:
      I want to throw this here wienie dog.
      I know, I know I shouldn’t have cut its tail
      off, but it matches my eyes …

       

      Make an appointment. How’s Friday?

       

      A child eats my peppermints,
      while her father cries. Another man
      drinks a gallon of whiskey and shows
      up right on time for anger management.

       

      Here’s a tissue and a hotline.
      Thank you, and come again. Please
      drive-thru. See you next week.

       

      At home. I hear their voices.

      from #34 - Winter 2010

      Michelle Amerson

      “There is no magic pill or quick fix for mental illness. A large percentage of the people I see have substance abuse problems as a result of self-medication in addition to many of their basic needs not being met. I manage their cases as best I can. There are times when I feel like I just put band-aids over gushing wounds. Mental health workers help people every day, even if all they do is listen; but for my own sanity, I write.”