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      April 22, 2020Duct Tape, Sleep, PretzelsSusan Browne

      At 35,000 feet, I look out the airplane window
      & see duct tape on the propeller.
      It reminds me of the human condition
      & so does the curly head of the girl next to me
      resting against my shoulder.
      At first, it’s uncomfortable
      being used as a pillow
      & her head is heavy, but I never sleep
      on planes anyway & can still read
      my book through the corkscrews of her hair.
      Out the window, past the duct tape, the sky
      goes on a journey of freedom
      & fearlessness. That’s the human condition, too,
      or else no one would ever get on a plane
      or have children. The girl shifts in her seat,
      her head snuggles closer to my chest.
      She could be my daughter
      although her mother is on her other side
      fast asleep. Like being fastened into sleep?
      As if sleep holds you, secure.
      My philosophy professor in college told the class
      there was no such thing as security.
      He leaned out of his chair
      toward us, his face all sharp angles,
      his eyes holding the softness
      of frayed silk. He killed himself
      before he could grade our finals.
      The mother wakes up, looks at me, startled.
      Oh, sorry, she says & tries to wake her daughter
      with little shoves. It’s okay, I say.
      She sighs back into sleep.
      I open the pack of pretzels that’s been squashed
      in my pocket & eat the broken pieces,
      trying not to get crumbs in the girl’s hair.

      from #67 - Spring 2020

      Susan Browne

      “In 1996, I took a workshop with Kim Addonizio in Petaluma, California. I then took workshops with her for the next twenty years. I had found my teacher. She taught me how to revise. She taught me surprise and tension, the music of the line, the power of humor and risk, leaps and how to wait. How to put away the poem and wait a week, a month, a year. She was endlessly encouraging and inspiring, but never easy. I can still hear her saying, ‘That’s not the most compelling language.’ She taught me duende. She is my Queen of Duende.”