January 24, 2016Elegy: #LeilaAlaoui
You ask one favor
of them all: only that
they stand and face you.
1
Shapeless in her mass
of wrinkled robes, her head
wrapped to betray no more
than where expanding oval
and high cheeks meet,
she rests right hand
atop left, silver-ringed,
visible enough.
We cannot make out
the last time she stood
as if about to speak, wanting
to warn you but holding
back. In the little village
amid the biggest desert dunes,
your soul, too, dances once
to Gnawa’s music.
2
The bride, hearts spotting
her gown white as blinding light,
knows the one direction
to look. Her face dressed in red
silk banded in gold, her necklace
a ring of orbs the size of tangerines,
she shakes her silver bangles,
silencing the camels from Merzouga.
Later is time for home-made bread
and cous-cous, when left hand stills
the right’s fear of ever being
the woman you are, going first.
3
In Essaouira, she wears a scrap
of black, a scrim to shield
the face she makes a fortress
against the swell of manhood,
seagulls screaming as smells
of fish guts mix, go strange
with spices. Her haik, voluminous
as the wind that blows too hard,
breaking sand from sea, deflects
sun-seekers’ attention south.
You focus on kohled eyes, lakes
of a depth we cannot fathom.
Her gaze held, you shoot
the single moment lips part,
she smiles.
4
You trek the Atlas mountains,
the Rifs, buy water at the souk
in Boumia, collect the colors
from a square in Marrakech.
The snake-charmer, turbaned
drummer, dreds-headed
sintir player plucking goat
strings in Khamlia: they lull
you while another, older man
claps his iron castanets, two
to a hand. There, in Morocco,
they stand; each one stands
to face you.
5
You next cross borders
on assignment. Ougadougou,
too, has stories you want
to tell—about the bodies behind
the veils, about the lives outside
our widest margins. The voices
within and outside the Splendid
are not what we’ll hear
in your final video.
You get no chance to ask
a favor your last night
in landlocked Burkina Faso.
All stand; they aim and fire.
How could you know?
from Poets Respond