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      May 13, 2016FlashdanceLaura Read

      The year I was 13, I worked in a steel mill by day
      and as an exotic dancer at night like all my friends
      in 8th grade. We were tired but about to get
      our big break. Since we were all Jennifer Beals,
      we wore leg warmers to keep our calves loose
      so we’d be always ready to show what we had.
      We cut the necks out of our sweatshirts so they slid
      off our shoulders even though our mothers
      made us wear shirts underneath. I didn’t tell
      the other Jennifers how I went down to my room
      in the basement where I moved after my mother
      remarried and started to have new children
      and played “Maniac” and tried to run in place
      as fast as the real Jennifer, so fast you couldn’t see
      the magic. Like those flipbooks of cartoons,
      each drawing only different by one small move.
      And then the song when she shows everyone
      what’s under her welder’s mask and overalls,
      a body that can fly across a wood floor and land
      in a somersault. I had to pretend the flying part—
      there wasn’t enough room between my bed
      and the accordion door my new father installed.
      I lived in a warehouse like Jennifer.
      I couldn’t believe it when she went to dinner
      at the seafood restaurant with that man and slid
      her foot into his lap. I thought it must have felt
      like the lobster she was eating,
      something I’d never had.

      from #51 - Spring 2016

      Laura Read

      “I consider myself a feminist poet because many of my poems are about the experience of growing up as a girl and then being a woman in our society. I have been greatly influenced by my mother who was a women’s studies professor for 41 years. I remember all the books on our coffee table had ‘women’ in the title. Now I teach a women writers class at the community college where I work.”

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