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      December 9, 2009Home Visit: JennyJennifer Perrine

      When I arrived, she had been alone
      with the body for three weeks: her mother
      a puddle on the bathroom floor, water
       
      still running in the sink. Jenny found
      bologna and old yogurt in the kitchen
      trash, socked it away in the fridge to eat
       
      a slice and a spoonful a day. When the smell
      overwhelmed her, she buried her face
      in the laundry heap, sucking in whiffs
       
      of stale sweat and perfumed cuffs. Of course,
      I didn’t know this then, didn’t know
      how she’d turned her bedroom into a toilet
       
      to spare herself the sight of all that blood,
      how she’d fed her gnarled tabby as best
      she could, then buried it beneath the potted
       
      fern. Six years later, she tells me all this,
      tells me she doesn’t remember the police
      kicking in her door or the flash and whirr
       
      of cameras as I carried her outside,
      how she shoved her face against my sternum
      so hard I felt her screams hum in my chest.

      Jennifer Perrine

      “Several years ago, I supported my writing habit by working as an in-home social worker for children with developmental disorders, many of whom had been neglected or abused. I couldn’t stand the heat and had to exit that particular kitchen, but I continue to write poems inspired by what I witnessed as a way to honor those kids, as well as all the folks who continue to do the job for which I was so ill-suited.”