September 23, 2012November
Who would miss her
body if it melted
into bone? She learns
to blend in at parties,
grips a sweaty glass
by its rim. How to mimic
the women? The way
they slip fingers through
belt loops. And those hips!
Chiseled to a perfect arch.
Leaving, she’ll pause
on the pavement,
this blessed suburbia
where garbage bins
await the morning collection,
lids fixed tight so nothing
spills out. So much order!
Parked cars end to end
making parallel lines
on either side of the street.
Lights still on in houses.
She thinks of running—more
than five miles a day, no matter
the weather, no matter
how terribly her body
aches. What kind of
composure is this? Even
leaving each morning
takes several tries: she
has to swivel back
to check the lock,
grip the handle and twist
to know for sure.
Nights, the same
thing: she plants two hands
to the stovetop, relieved
by the coolness of coils.
Sometimes she flicks the dial,
watches for the red light,
twists the knob back
to the “off ” position,
sits in the silent dark
and waits.
from #23 - Summer 2005