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      April 24, 2014On the Way to the AirportDonna Spector

      You’re speeding me down the Ventura freeway
      in your battered Scout, patched since your angry
      crash into the drunken pole that swerved into your road.
      We’ve got no seat belts, no top, bald tires,
      so I clutch any metal that seems as though it might
      be firm, belie its rusted rattling. Under my
      August burn I’m fainting white, but I’m trying
      to give you what you want: an easy mother.
       
      For the last two days you’ve been plugged
      into your guitar, earphones on, door closed. I spoiled
      our holiday with warnings about your accidental
      life, said this time I wouldn’t rescue you, knowing
      you’d hate me, knowing I’d make myself sick. We’re
      speaking now, the airport is so near, New York closer
      than my birthday tomorrow, close as bearded death
      whose Porsche just cut us off in the fast lane.
       
      When you were three, you asked if God lived
      under the street. I said I didn’t know, although
      a world opened under my feet walking with you
      over strange angels, busy arranging our fate. Soon,
      if we make it, I’ll be in the air, where people say God lives,
      the line between you and me stretched thinner,
      thinner but tight enough still to bind us,
      choke us both with love. Your Scout, putty-colored
      as L.A. mornings, protests loudly but hangs on.

      from #41 - Fall 2013

      Donna Spector

      “Twenty years ago a friend asked, ‘Why do you write?’ I answered without hesitation, ‘My writing is my life.’ I felt that I sounded melodramatic, but I knew it was true. I love language and telling stories, in plays, fiction and poetry. Writing helps me to understand myself and make sense of the world around me. When I don’t write for some time, I feel lost and empty. Each time I write, I try something new, as a challenge and an inspiration, like a journey to unknown places. And I have been a single parent since my son was four, and he’s now in college.”