May 23, 2018Ranchi, India, 1966
A man cannot live well if he knows not how to die well.
—Seneca
Once she almost hacked a man to death, holding his collarbone
As an anchor; a rag picker who played too harsh with our pet monkey.
The bleeding trail he left behind as he ran, writhing in pain, to hide
In the bushes, somewhere
Kept damp in the misty cold, the greyish red fossilized.
The neighbors wound him up in a soothing fabric,
Drove him to the nearest clinic and kept guard over him,
Watching his pulse, dabbing his body with warm tulsi extract.
When he died, the local newspapers went into great depths
To explain the rare kind of pneumonia he had,
The one rag pickers were susceptible to. My mother
Sobbed like a baby when she heard the news
Before recounting the immense variables of reincarnations.
She dragged us to Vipassana sessions, of mindful silence,
Extolling virtues of stoicity.
from #59 - Spring 2018