April 3, 2018She Was Laughing into Her Mashed Potatoes
She had just told us about one of her friends,
who stumbled into a corporate board meeting,
looking desperately for the bathroom.
She danced off, book in hand
disappearing into the cluttered bedroom
finishing her move out of childhood.
We sat on the porch at 3:00 am, my wife and I,
becoming frenzied.
Something had happened to her,
horrible visions, a gruesome accident, a rape.
Opening the veranda swing door, she stepped
into our pain, unaware.
For a moment, shared ache, consolation,
cleansing anger joined us three together briefly,
then vanished through our tears,
dispersed explosion, into morning light.
That was a long time ago, when we lived in another city,
before she was clenched into theater directing.
I see her now, tall, smooth, clear, on her way to New York
walking along.
from #19 - Summer 2003