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      October 18, 2022The End Has FeetJake Marmer

      the end has feet
      and it keeps walking away from us
      says Lev as we trudge through the side-trail
      that never seems to merge
      back to the main road
       
      the end, it just disappears
      says Ora as we finally climb out from the shrub
      shake out the dirt from our shoes and take in
      the sight—
       
      Los Angeles, peopled vastness fused into shoreline
      fades into fog or horizon or simply the end
      of the visible
       
      I take the picture of the two of them smiling
      thumbs up, sweaty faces, still so young—
      and send it halfway
      across the planet
      to my parents, who don’t speak the same language
      as my children but read their smiles
      as a kind of insurance
      the world still exists
       
      it’s nighttime
      where they are
       
      they respond immediately, awake
      to their own horizon blurring at the edges of the TV
      city after city covered by rocket fire
      all around
       
      yes, photos, anything
      to ask them
      without asking—
       
      if I refresh my screen enough times
      can I be assured that when I put down
      my phone their town
      will remain untouched
      in this volley of death?
       
      thousands of miles, my short-
      circuiting universe, all of it, here—
       
      it’s a loop
      the trail, I mean
      our own feet marking
      the end where beginning once was

      from Poets Respond

      ake Marmer

      “The poem I’m sending you is a direct response to what’s happening in Ukraine, where my parents live. The dissonance of my life here and theirs there weighs heavily on me, and most days I find myself seeing and feeling both of our realities at once. The week is just starting, and I don’t know what the rest of it will bring, but sending a poem your way feels good right now.”