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      March 23, 2013The Invisible Stenographer Rediscovers the WheelKathleen A. Wakefield

      Seems like only yesterday,
      the log roller, then the potter’s wheel
      and Sumerian chariot, the fixed axle and spoke,
      tires leather and metal (not until 1888 Dunlap’s pneumatic tire),
      and don’t forget the water wheel, pulley, windlass and clock,
      all the possibilities and problems
      of continuous motion.
      Is it boredom or the cloudless blue sky that sends her
      five stories down from the rooms where she writes these days
      to the 3-speed red bicycle someone’s left to rust in the alley?
      She hops on expecting to tip like a child
      but it’s as if she’s always known how the pedal’s resistance
      melts into a spinning fever floating
      between two walls of air.
      She wonders how fine a line she could trace
      between what’s true and false, the self and the other, the yin
      and yang of it all. Why this point she’s balancing on
      could be the present turning into the past, all the possible lines of the future
      fanning out before her. She imagines riding no hands,
      doing a wheelie, lifting herself out of
      time and space.
      She hums, pedals and spokes spinning. Prayer wheel,
      mandala, untouchable, unnameable nothing, she sings,
      faster and faster until, breathless, legs aching,
      she thinks she may be human after all.
      Red streamers shoot like flames from her wrists.
      Seen from a distance she’s nothing more than a blur
      on the horizon furiously scribbling itself
      across the face of the earth.

       

      from #37 - Summer 2012

      Kathleen A. Wakefield

      “The Invisible Stenographer is a persona that found me a few years ago. Some people say poetry can’t change a life, but I beg to differ. She (the Gregg shorthand gal) kept me going at a time when my life was horrible. She was fun to write about, crazy, sometimes terribly sad. I’m giving her an awful lot of credit and it sounds ridiculous, I know …”