November 14, 2018To Mourn
The difference between day and night is
a thick, bold u in the center.
Lips pressed tight together,
and humming.
Tastes like spaghetti
in October.
Sweet tea in the summer
on a porch that smells
like menthol cigarette smoke.
Or,
Our tongue swelling big
in the back of our throat
stops the air
from escaping our chest.
Filling our stomach, filling
our heart with
No. No. No.
It shouldn’t have been. It is
and it shouldn’t be.
N-n-n-o. She is, now she was.
Never. Not. Nowhere. My
mother is gone.
And to grieve moves the mouth
wrong.
from #61 - Fall 2018