November 11, 2019What My Children Remember
The sight of helicopters circling the sky on mornings
when the sky broke into shrapnel, falling on our roofs as
we quivered out of the dread of being dead, as we crouched
behind the doors, the air emitting smoke, the cadence of bullets
quieting the sound of the world, leaving us to stare deep into
the residues of blasted things, into the dreams turned to embers,
to things that slipped off our fingers as we held them, like a baby,
thinking we could revive some things out of everything we toiled
for, for years under the sun, far away from our families.
My children remember the mornings after our houses became ruins,
the sadness on the faces of those who managed to bury their beloveds
after the blast, those who resorted to singing a threnody every night
for years, those who dressed their hearts in grief as war buried
their dreams. My children remember their schools left as
wreckage, the streets where they walked before the blasts becoming
silent alleys, bereft of the usual talks of people walking home on
nights when the streetlights beamed steadily, illuminating the world.
My children remember the emptiness of waiting behind when home was
a grenade ruining everything, when home was a book full of the names
of the dead, the dying, the ones lost to blasts, the ones leaving home
for exile.
from #65 - Fall 2019