Without hesitating, I slip my fingers
into the waxy pleats and tear the wrapper
from the cards and stick of gum, while
my father films it on his camcorder.
It is my 9th birthday, and among a tableful
of presents I’ll soon forget, my father has
gifted me a pack of 1986 TOPPS MAJOR LEAGUE
BASEBALL CARDS to add to my collection.
Right off the bat, the first name I see is
Mike Schmidt, third baseman for the Phillies,
our hometown team. An auspicious beginning,
my father says. And after him, Pete Rose,
Mr. “Charlie Hustle” himself, followed by
Roger “The Rocket” Clemens, pitcher
for the Boston Red Sox. And on it goes
like that: Don Mattingly, Bo Jackson, Jose
Canseco—nothing but franchise players.
Wade Boggs, Rickey Henderson, Darryl
Strawberry, as if this pack were a snapshot
of All-Star weekend. And the whole time
I’m sifting through the big-name roster,
my father, his eye pressed to the viewfinder,
keeps saying Wow! or Look at that! or Holy Cow!
like Phil Rizzuto calling a Yankees game.
It isn’t until the next day he admits to
buying a whole box, selecting only the best
cards, and sealing them into a single pack
using a glue stick. And it wouldn’t be
for another 38 years—when the hospice
nurse tells me he is too weak to speak,
but can still hear—that I finally thank him,
pausing briefly to steady my voice before
asking, Remember the time I turned 9?
Prompt: Write a poem that includes a prank and ends with a question.
May 12, 2025Aerodynamic Drag
Why fly? Simple. I’m not happy unless there’s some room between me and the ground.
—Richard Bach, A Gift of Wings
—Richard Bach, A Gift of Wings
When Anna, the mum with six kids, called me from the airport to say she was leaving, assuring me it’s true, most of me was horrified—her youngest was four! The other part of me was all awe and star struck and longing. I smelt pineapple—are there pineapples there—so fragrant I could taste it before my tongue, rivers of sweet juice running down my arms, sticky in the impossible sun, but me, who peels prawns with knife and fork, didn’t care. I walked along that beach, sand painting my rivers, painting my body with fuck it all. Seabirds screeched messages from home, but I don’t speak seabird. I adjusted my bikini—my bikini—and walked barefoot with my always-dressed feet, scratching up my pedicure like a wild thing. The rumble of a huge plane rattled the shells in my hand as it passed. The phone at my ear beeped in time with the washer announcing the end of the cycle.
taking flight
above
the noise
from #87 – Spring 2025
May 11, 2025Round Them Up
Family With 2 US Citizen Children
Deported by ICE After Traffic Stop
Deported by ICE After Traffic Stop
Cheerios, dinner plates, wedding
Rings—teapots and targets. Eyes
On the circumference of your wrist.
On a round table in my classroom
With broken chairs: the globe.
Holes punched in the left margin, being
Left at the margins, not knowing:
Will knuckles rattle their doors,
Their shiny knobs bright, like that
Once-new promise of America?
Her torch blazes in the noonday sun
Before, during, after the election
From the island where she stands
With eyes hooded and low, ever
Watching over rough waters.
I tell this mother on the phone
From our classroom, cord curling ’round
My fingers, we will do our best. They can
Stand out there and press the doorbell,
Ring forever for all we care.
I am not worried, she assures me.
Yet there is no list it is safe to be on—
Everything being less sure. She is
Less assured now, the news rolling
On a twenty-four-hour cycle.
A knock at the door is a knock
In their hearts, thoughts spinning
Round and round
Like the vultures’ turning—silent
Above the wide-open plain.
from Poets Respond
May 10, 2025I Wore This Dress Today for You, Mom
breezy floral, dancing with color
soft, silky, flows as I walk
Easter Sunday and you always liked
to get dressed, go for brunch, “maybe
there’s a good movie playing somewhere?”
Wrong religion, we were not church-goers,
but New Yorkers who understood the value
of a parade down 5th Avenue, bonnets
in lavender, powder blues, pinks, hues
of spring, the hope it would bring.
We had no religion but we did have
noodle kugel, grandparents, dads
who could fix fans, reach the china
on the top shelf, carve the turkey.
That time has passed. You were the last
to go, mom, and I still feel bad I never
got dressed up for you like you wanted me to.
I had things, things to do. But today in L.A.—
hot the way you liked it—those little birds
you loved to see flitting from tree to tree—
just saw one, a twig in its mouth, preparing
a bed for its baby—might still be an egg,
I wish you were here. I’ve got a closet filled
with dresses I need to show you.
from #48 - Summer 2015
May 9, 2025There Is a Fire
We try. We water plants so we can watch
God bloom, we look at rivers till our sadness
feels beautiful. Tumult and peace
and tumult again, and we have no idea
of what decides what rises and what falls.
My daughter combs her hair,
watching the snow come slantly down.
There is a world, through her, seeing itself.
We talk about objects because we cannot
talk about the hidden radiance. We talk
about how Arshile Gorky swam
into the Charles to end his life,
but then remembered painting,
and swam joyously back. Of pines,
of wind. Of how there is a mutual
wounding that’s required for love,
and although no one’s asking, I can answer
that I write about my children to obtain
for them life after death. Why else!
There is a fire at the heart of things
that can’t go out, and we are here,
and we remember it. We try.
A purple comb. Slant snow.
My children are, which I don’t
understand, but no disaster’s possible.
I’m certain what they truly are was
never born. That though the sun
shall not endure, they shall endure.
from #87 – Spring 2025
May 8, 2025The Play of Lovers
Pears soft to the thumb, wine.
Now the sun is the moon, each
look a new word, phrases to arrange
like roses in a vase.
Lovers. Everyone has seen them fall
into a blur of change; one leaf
and then another on the lawn. Shade
gives way to light. Snow comes down.
Do you see them, two figures
in the distance making their small mark?
Words, too, submit to years. Plain
flowers in the yard repeat their trick
of vanishing. The sun is the sun
and each look is seen again and again
until faces disappear.
Everyone has seen it.
from #20 - Winter 2003
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