beyond the bed
a lilt of voices live
my former life
gathering dark
telling the children
I can’t
clinic exam
the one-fits-all
of paper pants
blood letting each use and disclosure
torn vein
I make a Pollock
of the sheets
pulse oximeter
the data but also
the hypothesis
blue
butterfly
needle
tip
of
the
scar
on
this
rem
ain
ing
ve
in
.
river cloud
the X of this body
unsolvable
left less than a cloudless sulfur adrift in an illness
April 24, 2025A Skeleton Walks into an Art Class
where it sees the living,
trying their best to paint a skeleton
doing what skeletons do, which is lots of hanging around
on metal stands, their eye sockets
bony cups filled with silence,
or doing what skeletons don’t do, normally,
like cuddling, or giving birth,
given the lack of a womb
or a lover, though it may have had both
when it was wrapped in flesh and sinew,
filled with organs and desires and doubts,
but in the painting, it’s just bones on a bed,
femurs wishboned apart, pelvis spitting a baby out
onto the sheets, which makes the visiting skeleton think,
hell, anything’s possible, so let me invite a buddy,
and we’ll paint the living,
doing what they do,
which looks a lot like trying hard to forget
they’re a flash of dry lightning, or a strand of hair
stuck in amber, or maybe a lonely particle
in a million-mile dust storm, but also, most importantly,
their life is a warm, cozy duvet
momentarily draped around a skeleton
that’s biding its time, impatiently
waiting for the big reveal.

from Ekphrastic Challenge
April 23, 2025Absence
It wasn’t the best way to start a conversation. He muttered the first words that came to mind. They sounded like gibberish. His sister didn’t even notice. She was texting on her phone. “Did you say something?” she asked without looking at him. He didn’t answer. He had no answer. God knows what he was thinking when he came here. He left the room.
what remains of the silence winter camellia
from #87 – Spring 2025
April 22, 2025Growing Cynical
Sometimes, lately, I don’t believe it:
the news, the grocery store flyer hawking
deals on things I never buy.
Any speed limit, weather report,
my weight on the scale, even my bills.
I say to myself a likely story! Or
you’ve gotta be kidding. Hannah Arendt
wrote about this, how the lies
are not meant to fool us but teach
us in time to not believe anything.
Well, it’s working on me, Hannah.
I didn’t snap, I floated away
into some sort of muted universe
where my brain isn’t sharp
and doesn’t care, I’m back
in a middle-class San Francisco
childhood walking our beagle Skipper
up to the corner, around to the flat
part of the block and turning again
while she smells invisible
neighborhood news from curb
and driveway until I tug the leash
and say Come. She is a good dog
and comes. I can feel the edge
of a fog bank far out at sea, waiting.
from Poets Respond
April 21, 2025Seventeen
The looseness of his age and a dozen beers
save him. Walk the boy to the road and stand him up
in my headlights, torn red flag of one hand
waving me down. What is it the night’s long arms love
about a drunk? Its dim trees welcome mistakes, its ditches
cradle wrecks in skunk cabbage, every seventeen
years another child flown out a windshield, bent
for good, stopping traffic. I hold his face to mine, read
the skin of his arm blue with bible verses, my fingers
pure as well water, and cold. Between his rips
on the county road and my visits with the dead,
grief blooms, while overhead in dark branches, giddy
from their graduation dance, cicadas raise their saw blades,
those strong yet clumsy fliers colliding
with whatever crosses their paths.
from #87 – Spring 2025
April 20, 2025The Library’s Roof Is a Meadow
When the librarian knocks at my door, I ask
if she has a warrant that’s been signed by a judge.
She says no, and I wonder if she wants to talk
about my bibliographic record, or discuss my requests
for interlibrary loans. I have long sought asylum
in the stacks that border on the self-help section,
found sanctuary in the shelves that carry the 158.9s,
but honestly, since the pandemic, I’ve resettled
in the digital land of Libby that lacks the concept
of overdue status—when your time is up,
that’s it. Your items are just disappeared.
I haven’t seen you in a while, the librarian says,
but I’ve been thinking about how I used to check you out
and catalog your cards that were so green,
like the eco-friendly grass on the library’s roof,
that naturalized meadow, and I’ve been wondering
if you’d shelve your solitude and join me there,
in solidarity, because a place of renewal
should be everybody’s birthright, and I miss
your astonishingly undocumented, circulating love.
from Poets Respond
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