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      March 17, 2025Rural EducationEvan P. Schneider

      When my classmate’s cow died
      in the name of science they winched it
       
      onto the junior high football field just as
      the sky started to spit small white pellets
       
      so we gathered round the bloated heifer, hands
      deep in our pockets, chins tucked to our chests
       
      to watch our biology teacher perform
      an autopsy. Not to determine the cause
       
      of death, but to show us the warm insides
      of something so recently alive, how the body
       
      works, or doesn’t. Things take a weird turn
      when George, twice as big as any other kid,
       
      without warning grabs one of the eyeballs
      off the bloody tarp and puts it in his mouth
       
      cutting the lesson short, or rather changing it
      into a different one about humans and how
       
      they’ll do anything for attention, anything for love
      showing you how much they’re hurting or lonely
       
      or both, that toxic concoction of being scared
      of everything, and nothing, then being taught
       
      to hide it, hide it as long and as well as you can.
       

      from #86 – Poetry Prize

      Evan P. Schneider

      “Coming across David Wagoner’s poem ‘Being Shot,’ I was struck by these lines that hit me in my chest as it ends: ‘… keep close track / of who you are, and where you had started from, and / why.’ So I’ve recently been working on taking Wagoner’s advice. The result is a chapbook titled Rural Education.”