August 21, 2013Self-Portrait as a Raccoon
It would be the same
without this mask:
nobody would be glad
to see me naked, slicing open
bulging bags of garbage,
shoving my snout into rotten tree trunks
after sweet vermin within.
It would be the same—
my icy eyes piercing
the gloaming, only to be
melted away by the fires
of dawn. Every time
I look ahead, I see myself
splashed across some roadside
or starved while I remain
caught in a steel trap,
always dying too young
to go completely grey.
So I leave my face
swathed in darkness
that is not sleep.
from #38 - Winter 2012